IM JUST CURIOUS

Have you guys ever felt this kind of fatal atraction towards a person but at the same time are not feeling it at all? Was that person the kind that you say "bah..I'm not even his/her type besides he/she likes to play around with everyone? I dont know about you, but I have. In fact, I've been feeling a lot like this lately. But the thing is i just hang out, stare,speak casually , nothing flirty and I dont even want to go there. This is the thing that confusses me. Well , he kinds of confusses me . My question for the random guy is "Are you the dork that tries to be cool or the cool guy that plays to be dork ? Wish I could se into that superficial wall that you put in front of us all. Since I never will, I leave this open confession right here so at least someone can identify with it.
Not with love nor hate. Just curiosity,
ME ♥
P.S. : WORDS THAT ARE WRITTE , WORDS THAT ARE MEANT ;)

THE BEST DAYS OF OUR LIVES

Hey everyone! Sorry I havent come in lately, its just that nothing interesting has been going on at all. Well , today was one of those days were you cant just help but smile,pee your pants,cry,get angry and still give thanks for all of the great things life brings us. Tonight I got to laugh as a maniac in the middle of a restaurant, be embarassed, celebrate a life , look like i was drunk without being it, use walmart as a hang out, almost got kicked out of walmart....well resuming i had one of the most awesomest days-nights in my life . Everyday I thank God for everything he gives us but these are the experiences and the memories that will last a lifetime. I hope that 20 years from here I can still comfirm this words. Forever and always will aprecciate friendship like the most valuable thing in life besides God and family :) .

SOMBRA

La sombra es ciega y no siente , no ríe , no llora , solo sabe avisar que no estas solo. Es fría y no me explico por qué si te puede hacer sentir la persona mas completa el tener una de tu lado. Por que contra las normas de la naturaleza este motor que llevo dentro se ha hido enfriando tambien. Ya sé, un tempano de hielo viajo a traves de mi sueño e imigro instalandose en él y cada 3 amaneceres se completa una nueva capa. Si .Hace par de otoños trabajaba bien y liberaba rugidos incontrolables. Pero que mas da, esa sombra , esta sombra que aveses no se sabe reconocer y mi motor son lo mas cercano que jamas e conocido y sin embargo no se miran , solo se unen en mí mientras el sol este a su favor. Ya cuando el astro padre desaparece no sabremos nada.

NEGRO

Un fino muro que se interpone entre el aliento propio y el no perteneciente. Abismo infernal que consume . Así es él . Invoca viles desalientos que nadan a traves del pensamiento de mis mas temidos demonios , ceguera. Contorno lleno de silencio y de paz , cercanía y lejanía a la vez. Consume cada sentido , desapareciendolo y tal vez se reanima e impone 3 o 4 palabras sin sentido comprobando que su extinción no fue acertada. Solo es un diagnostico de cuerpos y mentes que viven del osea o la velocidad vital. Cada poro se absorbe a si mismo dentro de una piel sin sentir, sin movilidad, sin color. Tú, remolino que invades las manecillas del reloj de cuando en vez. Me manipulas o por mi eres manipulado. La elección sigue abierta.

tuesday january 24th

GOOD MORNING! HAVENT GOT IN LATELY SORRY FOR THAT, I WANTED TO MAKE BLOGS BUT PARENTS WERE AWAY AND HAD TO STAY AT GRANDPARENTS HOUSE I JUST NEED TO SAY A FEW THINGS WIVE THOUGHT ABOUT LATELY:

* DONT BE AFRAID TO SAY HOW YOU EVEN IF IT COULD MAKE SOMEONE ELSE UNCOMFTERBLE CAUSE SOONER OR LATER YOUR GONNA EXPLODE . YOU JUST HAVE TO USE THE RIGHT TONE AND RIGHT WORDS.

*DONT BE AFRAID TO LOVE ANYONE (NOT ONLY COUPLES) AND DO THINGS WITH GOOD INTENTIONS IF OTHER PEOPLE DONT APRECIATED AT LEAST YOU DID YOUR BEST AND YOU KNOW THAT ALSO WITH THE BEST INTENTIONS

*NEVER STOP DREAMING CAUSE LIFE IS ALL ABOUT THAT IF YOU DONT HAVE DREAMS AND ASPIRATIONS YOULL GET STUCK IN LIFE

* ONCE IN AWHILE DANCE LIKE YOU NEVER HAVE ..I LEARNED THAT A LITTLE TIME AGO ...DONT JUST LISTEN TO THE MUSIC , FEEL IT AND MAKE IT YOUR MUSIC , GET LOST IN THE RYTHIM WITHOUT THINKING HOW PEOPLE WILL REACT JUST BE YOU AND ENJOY LIFE

*IF YOU WANT SOMETHING , REACH FOR IT AND NEVER EVER GIVE UP. DONT BE OKAY WITH WHAT YOU HAVE..APRECCIATED AND LOVE IT AND GIVE THANKS FOR IT BUT BE AMBICIOUS ABOUT LIFE CAUSE IS TOO SHORT

AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST

BE CAREFUL WHAT YOU WISH FOR ;)

THIS LOVE THINGS ... -__-'

HI !!

SO PEOPLE THIS IS MY SECOND DAY AT THIS THING AND WELL IM GOING TO START BY TELLING YOU GUYS A LITTLE BIT ABOUT HOW MY DAY WENT :

• MOM WOKE ME UP AT 11:30
• WENT STRAIGHT TO PLAZA LAS AMERICAS FOR SOME SHOPPING
• SAW MY BFF LISA WICH I DIDNT SAW FROM A LONG TIME AGO
• WENT UP FOR SOME COFFEE AT BORDERS
• GOT HOME

AND THATS HOW I SPENT MY DAY NOW IS 9:19 PM AND IM JUST THINKING ABOUT ANDOM THINGS THAT KEEP MY MIND BUSSY A LOT . HONESTLY , I DONT THINK MY LIFE IS EXCITING AT ALL IM A STRAIGHT A STUDENT WHO HAPPENS TO HAVE SO MUCH GOALS IN LIFE AND THATS WHY I ALWAYS HAVE SOMETHING TO DO ITS SORTH OF KIND OF A RUTINE BUT ALTHOUGHT MY LIFE SOMETIMES CAN BE KIND OF BORING IT HAS CHANGED A LOT THROUGHOUT THE TIME . IVE MET NEW PEOPLE AND LET GO OTHER AS WELL AS IVE CHANGED AS A PERSON AND I THINK IT HAS BEEN FOR GOOD . ALMOST EVERYTHING IS UNDER CONTROL AND THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IS THAT I HAVE A LIFE PLAN IF YOU ASK ME THE ONLY THING IM NOT SUCCESFULL AT? LOVE .YUP, AS SIMPLE AS IT IS I JUST DONT PAY TO MUCH ATENTTION TO IT , I BET IM NOT THE ONLY PERSON WHO THINKS SOMETHIMES " DUDE YOURE SUCH A WEIRD PERSON ! WOULD THERE WILL EVER BE SOMEONE THERE FOR YOU WHO HELPS YOU CHANGE THAT ASPECT OF LIFE?? I MEAN , IM NOT SAYING I WANT TO CHANGE AS A PERSON BUT HELLO , WHO DOESNT LIKE SOMEONE WHO CALLS YOU JUST FOR WHAT EVER , TO GO OUT WITH AND HAVE FUN OTHER THAN YOUR PRECIOUS FRIENDS AND FAMILY , INSPIRATION BY THE TIME TO WRITE SONGS ( I HAVE TO BE REAL PEOPLE ! THE BEST SONGS COME OUT WHEN YOURE IN LOVE) AND DUH! WHO DOESNT LIKE CUDDLING ?? WELL , I KNOW EVERYONE SAYS " THERES SOMEONE OUT THERE FOR YOU FOR SURE AND AS LONG AS YOU WAIT IT WILL FIND YOU AND YOU WILL LIVE HAPPYLI EVER AFTER" BUT HELLO PEOPLE!! IS IMPOSIBBLE FOR ME NOT TO THINK ABOUT THAT WHEN ALMOST EVERYBODY AROUND ME WORKS IN COUPLES !! I MEAN , IM NOT GOING TO DIE IF I DONT FIND SOMEONE BUT IT WOULD BE NICE TO . WHAT EVER , IM JUST SAYING . BESIDES IM SUPPER YOUNG , RIGHT?

COMMENT!

HOPE TO CATCH UP WITH YOU GUYS TOMORROW.......

-YASH :)

what day is today???

HEY EVERYONE!

SO I JUST LOGGED IN FOR THE FIRST TIME TO MY BLOG SPOT AND I DONT HAVE ANY SURTAIN KIND OF SUBJECT TO COVER . TODAY IS JUST ONE OF THOSE DAYS WERE YOU WOKE UP NOT SO EARLY AND I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT DAY IS TODAY??

WELL , IM JUST LOOKING FOWARD TO SEE IF I CAN CRASH THE MOVIES TODAY AND WHILE THAT HAPPENS IM JUST HAGIN OUT AND PRACTICED A LITTLE GUITARR SINCE I HAVENT BEEN PRACTICING IN AWHILE .....WELL JUST WANT IT TO LET YOU KNOW ILL TRY TO GET IN AS MUCH AS I CAN AND ILL USE FOR NOW ON THIS PLACE AS KIND OF MY DIARY ;D

-MUCH LOVE! , YASH